Part 1
"Shinya....?" Kaoru finally have his attention on Shinya, his sweet little honey is faint, he feel a sudden guilty in his heart, but.......
Kaoru kissed Shinya again, trusted two fingers into Shinya's tighten hole, gently....to rough, feel that never is enough for Shinya to pay for his betrayed.....?
"...uhm.......what the??!!" Shinya feel something hard is violently trusting his tiny bleeding hole again, he woke and saw it was his lover who are doing this, with disbelieve, Shinya scream and tears fall from his blurry eyes once again, with disappointment....
"Yes darling, trying to say anything? like......i'm sorry that i shouldn't betrayed you?" Kaoru grin evilly to Shinya, with.......sadness in his view.
"Kaoru, what are you talking about? Since we were home, you are acting so abnormal? what had i done wrong? Tell me please, i don't understand!!" Shinya sob while asking for an explanation from his lover.
"Act??I'll tell you what act is, and who's better on act, betrayer!!!" Kaoru himself can't even believe what he had yell to Shinya, but the word is out, he can't take it back, and the anger still full filling his mind.
"What betrayer? I did not, I don't get it!!!" Shinya get angry for what Kaoru said, he yell with his throat and cough badly.
"You are!!! You Don't have to lie in from of me, I saw it, I saw everything, you told Die, you say you love him, right?" Kaoru can't stand it anymore, he give Shinya a big slap on his pink cameron left cheeks.
Shinya did not expect this, he just feel like the whole world is spinning, not the pain from the slap, is the heartbroken that given from Kaoru....Now he get what Kaoru says, but his heart is crash by Kaoru reaction, the jealousy from his lover is ugly, Shinya heart is empty at this moment, he don't even want to explain anything....
"shin......shinya.....?" Kaoru sees Shinya had no reaction at all, not even anger in him...
....Shit!!What had I done, how could I slap him, my sweet beloved Shinya.......
"shinya....oh dear, i'm sorry......" Kaoru try to apologized on his rudeness, but Shinya still remain silence, he closed his eyes and turn is head around...
"Why you have to did this to me???!! Why wouldn't you get angry?? It is what i say is true?? Why don't you denied it?? Shinya!!! Answer me, i love you so much, with all my heart, I gave all my love to you, why??why???Tell me!!!!"Kaoru suddenly lost control, he can't stand the way Shinya react right now, is that mean what he's guess is right? Shinya really have a fair with Die? His beloved and his best friend??
"Kaoru....is not what you think......." Shinya struggle a little and spoke up, he can't take it anymore, he love Kaoru so much, he don't want the situation end up this way, if he is the one who hurt his beloved so much, he rather let go of him.
"Then what it is?? I know, you want to be with him and thinking a way to let me feel better, right? I tell you what kid, you are so WRONG!!" Kaoru is totally gone insane, he suddenly trust his manhood in Shinya's bleeding hold and strangle his neck with his strong arms.
"Ka......!!!!!" Shinya was shock, he doesn't know what to do, what on earth that Kaou.......??!!!!!
"If I can't have you, i wouldn't let anyone have it too, not even DIE!!! I kill you bitch before i go kill myself, yes, let's die together, even though is death, you're forever mine, MINE!!!!!!!" Kaoru strangle harder and bang his hips harder , faster and repeatedly........
"uh......no........" Shinya can't even breath, he try to defense himself by graphing an ashtray just beside the bed, and he....
To be continued......