P. 3

The cold air blew against his skinny. Kaoru shrank.

‘Why do I feel so cold ?’

He looked down himself and found the answer. He was completely naked. The other guy was kneeing at his toe tips. It’s Sugizo who was drinking him with his lust eyes. Long dark red hair fell on his face, causing the eyes glistering beneath them. Shivering with fear, Kaoru made his way but he felt like his body was too heavy to move. The guy was coming , crawling in sexy way toward him, inch by inch. Finally he was all four above Kaoru.

“..You look delicious…” He spoke to Kaoru with husky voice. “Let me taste you.”

In a twinkling, the sexy one metamorphosed to be a big panther. Showing its sharp canine teeth and ready to bite his head off. Kaoru screamed…..

“Shut up! Brat!!” Somebody shout at his ears. Kaoru jerked and opened his eyes all in sudden. Drawn light and faint sound from street greeting him in strange room. But it’s not that sereneness while a untidy hair girl with loosing shirt standing over his head. She just kicked on Kaoru’s flank, getting him completely woke up. “It’s too early in the morning you know ? I had work hard tonight and I want full rest.”

“Ah…. I’m sorry. Shiori-san…” Kaoru smiled sheepishly.

“You came to my place after midnight. Begging me for just stay over night and then will catch the first train to go home, won’t you ?”

“Um!” Kaoru just made a noise in his throat as the reply. He got up and fold the thin blanket.

“What’s up Kaoru-kun ?” She looked at the younger guy who keeping his shirt in order and smooth his long silky black hair in tidy. “You should be home after the concert, shouldn’t you ? What the hell did you hang around after midnight ? It’s dangerous !”

“Mouw…. Shiori-san, stop please. I’ve had my mom scold on me already and I don’t want more.” Kaoru pouted while he was standing. He had to sleep on the rigid ground and it made him have an ache all over his body.

“Today is school day. I think you have to go to school, don’t you ?” She crossed her arms on her chest and watched the boy looking around himself, searching for something.

“Oh! Shit! Yes! I forget my bag!” Kaoru exclaimed as he slapped his forehead. No doubt when he recalled his memory. He rush out of Sugizo’s room after the guy shout ‘GET OFF!’ at him. He just ran … ran and ran until he could compose himself. Then he found himself had nothing with him. He decided to walk to this place. The place that he was really very embarrassed to ask for help. He just knew Shiori as a Hide fan and they often met at Hide’s lives. Once in while, she told Kaoru she lives on the second floor of this Pajinko (basil : pinned ball game) stall. Thanks god that his memory didn’t totally crush by shock and exhaust, so he had some place to keep his house.

Shiori saw Kaoru blushed as he gave her puppy eyes, pleading desperately.

“Shiori-san…errr…”

He was so cute…. She thought as she was making an effort not to smile. Even though his boy is cold outside, but he is warm inside. ( Basil : Yeah! ^_^ Watch Macabre Tour 001 vid guys !) Eventually, Shiori walked back to her room and came again with some money. “Here they are. Go home and school Kaoru-kun. Don’t do this again. You are underage.”

“Doumo Arigatou gosaishimasu Shio-san….” Kaoru bowed politely. “I will return your money and never forget your kindness..”

“Shiori!!” Guy’s voice shouted from the room. “Be quiet! I need sleep!”

Shiori shook her head tiredly. “My boyfriend is pissed off now. I think if you stay here just a minute, he will kick you off.”

Kaoru bowed again quickly and out of the door. Shiori sighed after the young boy left. She would have long explain to her boyfriend why the gorgeous boy come over her place after midnight. Off course, she would ask Kaoru later, if she didn’t miss it.

* * * *

The house was so quiet when Kaoru came. Everyone in his house had gone for their business already. He had lied to his mom that he did homework at his classmates’ home and stayed over night there. Anyhow, he didn’t plan to skip the school today but no left energy for now, though he had many things to tell his friends, such as how wonderful Hide was. Kaoru dropped himself on the bed. Hide in the posters that he pasted around his room glared at him as if they knew what happened to him last night.

“Damn!” Kaoru swore as he curled up on his bed. He frowned as he himself smell rotten alcohol and a smell that disturbed his mind : some faint seductive fragrance. Hide-san should be his impression and he would wake up with sweet dream this morning. But the guitarist of Lunacy had destroyed them all, in other hand, the guitarist had imprinted his pictures in to his mind, although he either intended or not. Kaoru chewed his nail as he thought about the guy.

‘He is angry with me….’

He flipped his side to lay on his back.

‘….I don’t care. He is gay and he think I’m cheap!’

He didn’t know what made him yell ‘NO’ at the guy. He didn’t even know what statement was written on his face. But he saw the other guy paused and sulked, then he drove Kaoru off his room.

“I don’t care! I DON’T CARE.” Kaoru spoke out loud, echoing in his room. He got up and took off his clothes rapidly. Taking showing might help him refresh his mess up thought.

* * * *

Cold droplets of water hit his skin and trail down his body. Kaoru shivered. Now he wasn’t sure that choosing cold water was a good idea. In the long run he got used to it. Kaoru closed his eyes and let his thought empty, but his thought went there and there… thence…

Ah….he came in my thought again… Irritating ! …… See… he slightly parted his lips in seductive way ….umm… His mere pink nipples looked delicious…… His smooth skin and muscle appeared to be touching…. Then he kissed me here….

Kaoru absentmindedly touch his lips.

And here…here….here….

Kaoru moved his fingertips through his jaw line, ear and neck… Wherever Kaoru could remembered his touched. He trailed his own touch lower and lower….

He touched me here too….ah… It’s pain…. So pain…. !!???….

Kaoru snapped his eyes opened, immediately looking down his middle body. Distinctively, It’s hard.

“Oh! My God! I’m hard when I was thinking about him!” Kaoru couldn’t believe himself. His legs went weak, so he had to lean on the cold tile wall, supporting himself.

Maybe I was too tired to control my consciousness in order.

He’d still had labor breaths and pain between his legs. The cold water didn’t help anything. He closed his eyes again and wrapped his hands on the pain thing. He rubbed it hard and tried to imagine a big boobies-sexy-girl.

Pain…it’s still pain….

The image of that girl wasn’t clear in this thought at first. Finally, his imaginary girl looked like someone… who has long dark red hair, pout lips and seductive eyes….. She posed in sexy angle and invited… She used her hands for Kaoru….

“Ah!!” Before long, Kaoru let out some noise as he came. He had long sigh and sunk on the ground. He stared at his pale hands, water was washing white sticky cream off them. Kaoru clenched his fits. He hate himself now…..

Note : I had put a big mistake into this fic and it had turned this fic into complete AU fic that I’d never expected before. ^^; Do you know what is the mistake ? The answer would be easy if you know both Kaoru’s and Sugizo’s profiles. Tell me the answer, not if I won’t write more!! ….just kidding… ^^::: Anyhow, I will tell people who sent me comment or you’ll see when I post the next part. I’m very slow in writing you know. Laughs