Purple Season

Part One

(By Aireiko. Translation by Aireiko and Sakurai Mikiko.)

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After practice in the Dir en grey studio, naturally everyone is tired and sleepy, especially Kyo who is so lazy! Kyo is quite exhausted and just sprawled across the furniture, "Finally finished! I want to go back…and sleep! Ja ne!" Kyo called out and then left.

Everyone also said "Ja" back to Kyo.

Meanwhile Toshiya and Shinya were preparing to leave, both quietly packing their equipment up and basically getting ready to go.

Kaoru glanced over at them and then spoke, "Can you guys go back first, Die and I need to discuss come guitar stuff…"

Toshiya and Shinya both lifted their heads, their eyes thoughtfully meeting their sweet leaders, Shinya smiled softly and nodded his head agreeing, Toshiya followed him, nodding too, "Okay…ja…" The two bishounen quickly left after that talking softly to themselves and laughing sometimes too. After the door banged shut behind them only two people remained.

So now the practice room was devoid of everyone but the two guitarists. Kaoru looked serious as he picked his guitar up again, cradling it as he always did. He began to play and as he did he seriously began to talk, "This time our guitar arrangement on this part is definitely more special, different from our previous times." He played a few more notes and then continued in a softer tone, "…Ah…this whole day has been very busy…I feel like taking a hot shower."

Eagerly Die answered him, "Wah! You really know how to enjoy this life! So how about we go to your house, I’ll wait for you to shower and then we can continue the discussion… Your house must be more comfortable than here…and besides that you can take your hot shower!"

"Good idea!"

Kaoru and Die then began to pack up their own stuff, it was an easy quick task so it didn’t take ling before they walked out of the practice room together and outside of the studio. Upon stepping out of the main door, a strong cold wind began to blow, beating against the two men bundled in their coats. The wind was so fierce and cutting that despite the warm clothes they were wearing the cold wind went through to their skin.

Kaoru’s hair was blown all in his face and he involuntarily shivered, crinkling his face up because of the cold, his teeth were nearly chattering. He slid his pair hands into his jacket pockets, hunching slightly to avoid the wind. Die looked across at him, concern evident in his expression, "Are you cold?"

Softly Kaoru smiled a large sweet smile, "Okay" he muttered and began to walk faster his only desire at this time to get out of the wind. Die watched him speed up, he couldn’t take his eyes of Kaoru’s profile, a secret soft smile crossing onto his lips too, as the image of Kaoru’s smile filled his mind.

Die began to smile again, images of Kaoru’s past actions and antics passing through his mind…each single memory his mind was assaulted with was so beautiful and touching yet sweet he wanted to jump around scream as millions of sweet tender smiles crossed onto his lips. A smile so special it only occurred when he thought of Kaoru. Because Die was so struck by Kaoru’s image he was walking slowly, and so engrossed he never even felt or noticed the cold air surrounding and swirling around him due to the wind.

Kaoru was quite far in front and after some time he turned back, seeing Die’s widely smiling face and his slow gaiter forward, "Doushite? My hot shower is waiting!"

"Okay…I’m coming!"

Die then began to walk much faster, catching up with Kaoru so he wasn’t straddling behind so much.

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Kaoru shut the door quickly and turned beginning to take some of his thick winter gear once he had it hanging he turned back to Die, "Don’t mind me! Treat it like your house."

Die nodded taking his own jacket off and hanging it up too, "Okay. I’ve been here before." He walked past Kaoru into the kitchen, just making himself at home as he got himself a drink.

"After I shower, I’ll chat to you."

Die nodded his head, "Hai…hai…" Kaoru went away to shower and so Die began to recline on the couch, he just looked around feeling so comfortable like he’s in his own house. Kaoru’s house seemed very enchanting probably because it was just the two of them! Thrills of desire passed down him, it seemed like there was only two people in the whole world, Kaoru and Die! Gently Die shut his eyes and called "Kaoru" softly and gently in his heart…

The room was suddenly filled with an intrusion as the phone began to ring loudly, it quickly woke Die up and he disappeared from his daydreams, wondering what to do about the call! Nervously he say up, sitting all proper as he began to call Kaoru, "Kaoru…you got a phone call!"

"Hai! I’m coming!" Kaoru called and then appeared, Die’s mouth went into an ‘o’ shape as he watched the slinky sexy guitarist approach. He was fresh from his hot shower, his figure tightly clad in a pale purple dressing robe and as he walked his towel dried his long fine black hair with a smaller pale purple towel. The sway of his hips was very alluring to Die as he paused in front of him and quickly picked up the phone.

"Moshi moshi… Huh? …Oh! It’s the wrong number! Okay?"

Kaoru hung the receiver up shrugging his shoulders in puzzlement over the phone call he then just sat down on the couch beside Die. Kaoru began to rub his towel through his long silky hair drying it slowly, tendrils fell over his face as he leaned forward slightly, Die couldn’t take his eyes away from the beautiful image, he was completely captivated by Kaoru. Die began to think he wanted to do more, so gentle …Die feels like his body is heating up just from seeing Kaoru and knowing under that robe is just…gorgeous naked flesh! His blood was pumping around his body so fast and his heartbeat was increasing so rapidly he could hear it in his ears. Never had he seen Kaoru so beautiful, the long hair falling and framing his face, the soft gentle expression across his slightly parted pinkish lips. His skin had a soft glow to it too, he looked so fresh and clean, pure as droplets of water trickled down, one landing on his parted lips. Unconsciously Kaoru licked the drop away…unaware that Die was watching him so avidly! Die’s gaze was burning hot as he watched the man he loved, Die just stared not even able to think about anything but Kaoru!

"Hey! Are you awake?" Kaoru jokingly said, a teasing smile crossing onto his lips as he began to wave his hand backwards and forwards in front of his face. Die woke up, his face flushing slightly, he didn’t know what to say or do, it was hard with the sexy man intently gazing into his eyes, "Uh…yeh….er…" He didn’t know what to say, so he could only stutter a few words, he was scared that Kaoru could read his thoughts and knew what he felt!

Kaoru smiled weirdly, and then stood walking back to his room obviously to dress. Die could only watch his retreating figure, he didn’t want Kaoru to leave his gaze, wanted to call him back and never let him disappear, but his words were frozen in his mind. Kaoru is so sexy…so near…it’s such a good chance for me! If I don’t summon the courage…and take this chance…I’ll never forgive myself! So suddenly Die stood up and carefully he began to tiptoe down the corridor, not wanting Kaoru to know he was coming. Taking a deep breath he squared his shoulders looking at Kaoru’s door, not sure about what he was doing! Die then began to loudly knock on the door. Kaoru partially slid the door open, and then seeing Die standing their so blank looking he opened it completely, "Nani? Another phone call?"

Die didn’t answer, he couldn’t instead he just walked into Kaoru’s room, his head was bowed low so Kaoru could not see his expression. Confusion began to cloud Kaoru, he didn’t know what had happened he blankly looked across to Die. He was curious as to what this fellow wanted, Kaoru’s face was filled with a perplexed expression, his eyes wide with surprise and his pink lips tightly pursed together. He somehow looked even more adorable with the weird face!

Die stepped forward and shut the door, his expression never changing from one of blankness. Kaoru was still very blur, not at all comprehending what was going on.

"You…" he began but then the soft touch of Die’s lips pressing so quickly and delicately against his effectively stopped any more words. Die melted into the kiss, pressing his whole body up and against Kaoru’s his lips passionately and smoothly melding together with Kaoru’s. They’re mouths were pressed in that delicate embrace that precipitated an explosive rush of feelings and passion. Die wanted to kiss Kaoru forever, for a very long long time, because before this he had never dared to kiss him but today he could never miss the special chance he had been given!

Kaoru was very shocked and he couldn’t move and so he stayed there, not able to think, letting Die kiss him so much. He never imagined that this would ever happen between himself and Die. But then he wanted to stop Die, push him away. But naturally Die doesn’t want to let go of this precious time with Kaoru so he quickly secured his arms around Kaoru holding him tight. Kaoru kept trying to get free but Die was too strong and held him tight.

"You…you…you…"Kaoru stuttered his face blushing, wanting to leave, but Die doesn’t want to.

"I love you!"

The room fell instantly silent, the atmosphere stone quiet and Kaoru was beyond shock and amazement. He really was perplexed now, did I hear wrong? Is it true? Continuously those thoughts echoed in his tormented mind along with, is this real? It seemed too bizarre to be true, Kaoru expected to wake up from some strange dream but he didn’t! His mind went blank, he couldn’t think any more beyond Die’s relevation. He never thought of being with Die before…there were too many things in his mind now.

"I love you" repeated endlessly, like a small voice was whispering into his ear.

"From a long long time ago, I already loved you…… I really enjoy and love going to practices in the studio because I know I’ll get to see your every action and antic. Every smile and movement you make I see it, it’s all in my heart. I remember everything, no matter how small it was, every expression, everyday I’m watching you, looking at you, caring only about you! I never want to miss any chance of being with you or even just seeing your face. All this time, right before your eyes you don’t know that there is one person who loves you so much, there all the time! Remember that concert, when we came out after changing you took my arm, holding it so tight and secure in your arm, that soft sweet smile. That moment I thought my heart would burst with so much love and happiness, that was the happiest time ever for me! I just hoped then that your smooth warm hand would never leave me, and we can be together forever, continuously and that the fans can give us their blessings! Kaoru, I love you…more than anything else on this earth! More than my own life, I love you! No one can feel as much love…as I feel for you! You are my everything, with out you I see no joy or light, only blackness. I am drawn to you, I can’t escape away from you, I just want to be with you, always forever. My love is so strong…it will outlive everything, everything in this world even eternity!" Die used this time to let all the love and feelings that had accumulated over the years in his heart to burst forth now in a passionate confession. Die felt so relaxed, he had finally done it, told him the weight was instantly lifted from his chest. As he spoke Kaoru felt his feelings changing, he felt so deeply touched and moved by the other guitarist’s sweet words. Die touched Kaoru’s heart like it had never been touched before.

"Is this real? I never knew it…why didn’t you tell me before?" He whispered unable to make his voice louder, the syllables went through Die like trickling honey, sweet and soothing, he could listen to him whisper or talk all day.

"I wanted to…to let you know from ages ago…but I was shy and didn’t dare to incase it scared you away! If I did that …my life would become meaningless…I couldn’t take that…I’d rather be your friend than have you hate me!"

Kaoru looked thoughtful, and then his gentle warm brown eyes flicked up meeting Die’s, "Die…am I so good that you can love me so much? I have a lot of bad qualities, that you don’t know about. You shouldn’t love me this deeply! Like…"

Die raised his hand, pressing it softly over Kaoru’s lips, "You are the best. I never had any doubts about your personality. Anything about you is perfect (good) for me!"

"Eh? Die?" Kaoru was touched even more, he never knew any one capable of such deep feelings, his eyes twitched. Kaoru looked up at Die, his eyes seeing how tall and strong he looked, suddenly he wanted and needed his protection and felt like he needed Die!

Gently Die began to stroke Kaoru’s face, his face was tilted up looking into Die’s eyes. The beautiful smooth skin under his fingers, so pale and creamy looking as Die’s fingers caressed the lower part of his face, his eyes caressing the rest. Passing over his high arching nose that Die loved, and over his fine cheekbones and taking in every curve of his cheeks and the smouldering brown eyes. Finally Die’s gaze rested on the pouty pinkish lips, were at this time invitingly parted slighted, Die felt so dizzy seeing such a sumptuous man in front of him, so close, with his touch and reach. Kaoru felt a bit shy, seeing the open desire in Die’s eyes as they passed over his face, he tilted his head down shyly, lifting his eyes still with a soft innocent expression. Die’s heart was burning up and quickly melting, he wanted to protect and hold him always and kiss him, always kiss him! Die’s arms wrapped around Kaoru’s waist even tighter, he leaned down meeting Kaoru’s face and gently he began to tenderly kiss his lips, sucking on them with moans of desire passing freely, desire that had been suppressed for too long! His lips moving onto his face and neck with so much passion and love.

Die’s fingers slipped down Kaoru’s sexy soft white skin, Kaoru’s heartbeat was rapidly increasing, Die could feel it as he pressed his hand to his muscled chest. Die’s hand was always roaming all over his body, never getting enough of him, Kaoru was swiftly feeling aroused.

"Oh…god…Die…ahhh….~" he moaned as Die’s mouth caressed more of his waiting neck and sloping shoulders.

Die’s lips found their way back to his pouting sexy lips as his fingertips fell to the fastening of Kaoru’s bath robe. In moments he had it untied as was beginning to peel it off him. Revealing the super slim sexy body to the cool air. Die’s mind was exploding as he eyes passed down his body taking in all the smooth skin, pink nipples (looked so inviting!) and the curves of his body. Die wanted to take him then and there, he seemed to beautiful to be a man! Kaoru felt so shy and insecure as Die’s appreciative gaze lingered over his form. Kaoru’s face went all innocent, he looked down to embarrassed for Die to see him, making Die want him even more. Die wrapped his arms around the delicious naked flesh and began to stroke his hair whispering as he caressed it and ran his fingers through it…kissing it too.

"Kaoru…Kaoru…Kaoru…" He was just so happy, there were no words that were powerful enough to explain how he felt… Kaoru began to help Die take his shirt off, but Kaoru’s fingers were shaking so much he couldn’t undo a single one he was just so nervous! Die gently touched his hands, covering the beautiful tiny yet incredibly well formed hands. Sweetly Die took them holding them tightly in his own grasp, he then raised Kaoru’s silky hands kissing them softly. Kissing along each finger with a tickling motion that made Kaoru gasp is desire, as each lovely finger was spoiled by Die.

Die quickly kissed along his slender arms and then lifted his face, pulling it in to meet his lips, so he could taste and sample Kaoru again. Somehow they moved over towards the large double bed, Kaoru ended up being pushed down first and Die quickly ended up on him, they’re lips never separated. Die began to kiss him everywhere, letting his lips passionately graze his flesh, Die just couldn’t get enough of Kaoru! His kisses were tender, sweet and such deep kisses all over him, Die wanted to taste him forever! He was turning Kaoru on rapidly, Kaoru closed his eyes losing control of his body as he began to moan in desire and want.

"Ahhh! Oh…Die…ahhh….~"

Die moved back up again and began to kiss his ears, licking his tongue along them and then burying his face into his hair inhaling the sweet scent that seeped out, intermingling with the sweet fresh scent that lingered deliciously over Kaoru’s body. Die couldn’t control himself, the scent of Kaoru was arousing alone and now tormented with his complete aroused naked alluring body was more than Die could take! Very gently he began to ask Kaoru permission…

"Kaoru may I?"

Kaoru’s eyes were filled with desire, and this seductive look that made Die hungrier for another taste of him, Die’s mind was only filled with Kaoru! Everything was gone, it was like they were floating in space, everything else no longer existed, no bed, just the two desiring naked men. Kaoru wrapped his slender arms around Die’s neck, pulling him down to kiss them. His own pouty pink lips pressing up to Die’s.

"Die, do you really love me? It’s not just a sudden love?" He shyly whispered licking his lips.

Die groaned and buried his head in Kaoru’s hair and then whispered into his air, his breath tickling Kaoru’s ear, "I love you! Please believe me!"

Gently Kaoru began to whisper, "Die…Die…Die…" for Die it was the most special time, the man he loved so much was whispering his name in his ear! And that special voice was filling his air, the most beautiful light husky voice tipped with unequalled desire! Kaoru leaned up again kissing him, encouraging Die to continue with his sweet actions.

Die felt his power increase from the soft kisses Kaoru gave him, he had a lot of energy now…and he had one desire…to be inside him…to claim his body in the gentlest way possible, and only to give him so much pleasure!

Die began to touch his whole body, his fingers tickling over every part of Kaoru’s luscious skin, his fingers inching downwards towards a certain evident bulge, Kaoru was rapidly losing his mind in Die’s exquisitely soft and tantalising touches. Die’s fingers and hands caressed his silky thighs and he then slowly parted them, slowly and delicately he entered Kaoru. Sensations were soaring inside of Kaoru as Die touched him everywhere, so gently and erotically…he wanted more…

"Ahhh….!" His moans filled the air as Die started his gentle rhythmic actions, Kaoru bit his lips as the world spun before his lust filled eyes. His brown eyes were sparkling with the intenseness of lust and pleasure, his lips were even more pink and poutier than usual. The effect of his emotions was making his cheekbones even more defined, as he moaned with desire. Die thrusted into Kaoru his lips kissing his milky smooth neck, Kaoru’s eyes were half lidded as he felt Die move in him…Die seemed to e moving the earth for Kaoru…

Panting, Kaoru began to beg for more, "Die…hayaku!" he gasped, feeling a little scared as Die seemed to move deeper, he struggled slightly trying to move away as Die tried to go faster and deeper. Kaoru struggled against him, fear now joining his desire, pounding through his body. Die didn’t want him to move and so he held Kaoru’s hands and arm down, stopping him from moving so much.

Die and Kaoru were moving together and apart, their bodies lifting to meet each other and then nearly parting, Kaoru felt like his insides were being torn as Die forced his way deeper, wanting to feel all of Kaoru. The pain was growing in intensity for Kaoru, he could not take the searing pain, so to stop try and stop it he grabbed onto Die’s arm, digging his fingers and nails painfully into his arm. Now Die too was feeling pain, so much pain Die wished his arm was not part of him. But the pain Kaoru was giving him was not the same as he was giving, and his pain made Die want to go deeper and deeper…

"Die! Stop…stop! No!" Kaoru cried out, the pain was blinding his pleasure, there was now only pain, but Die was lost, this could be his one chance with Kaoru. Already he had lost his sense, all he knew was that this sumptious body was underneath him, turning him on, he couldn’t stop now! Kaoru couldn’t stand it, he began to grit his teeth tightly. Kaoru then began to score his nails along Die’s shoulders and back, not cutting the flesh but scratching it…

When Die heard Kaoru calling out his name and saying "no" it turned him on more, he couldn’t control himself…he desired Kaoru’s body and self for so long now…and now it was with his body, wrapped in his arms…

"Kaoru…I want you…" Die whispered, his voice all husky with his actions, Die began to kiss his face, not that gently quite roughly. Kissing and biting his delicate flesh, nibbling everywhere, he just wanted to eat the tantalising Kaoru. Kaoru was already lost again, the pleasure had already overridden the pain and now he was moving to Die with only indulgence in this "activity" in mind…Kaoru was so lost, to him the world was gone, only Die and Kaoru existed in the universe. He had already lost himself, lost to Die, every essence of Kaoru was being given to Die. Every cell and molecule was going to Die now, their bodies were lost in the sensations, minds gone to blinded by the awesome passion and love, circling their ever moving limbs.

Kaoru’s body was freely arching up to Die, his moans loud and clear in the room, Die could only hear his moans and pants of desire and pleasure, his ragged breathing as he came nearer and nearer to reaching his peak. Their bodies moved at an inhuman pace, faster and faster and yet to them everything seemed to slow down as flashes of light illuminated in front of their eyes. Passion was escalating and soaring through out their limbs as they came with a sudden burst, explosion in their bodies.

Die’s hot seed spilled into Kaoru, and Die then stopped feeling Kaoru’s seed between their bodies. Kaoru closed his eyes, sighing deeply, he felt so relaxed and good now. He face was slightly flushed, he felt so exhausted but his heartbeat was still pounding in his ears, still erratic. The only sound in the air was of his and Die’s panting and pounding breaths which intermingled.

Die smiled down at Kaoru, Kaoru was hot, rivulets of perspiration ran down his beautiful cheekbones, gently Die wiped them away with his hand. Kaoru’s face was so flushed, with heat and utter enjoyment, Die leaned down kissing his forehead wanting to give him rewards and happiness. Even now it was impossible for Die to let him go, his arms were still wrapped around Kaoru, and his eyes still locked onto him, taking in his beautiful face. His slightly red expression, his warm brown eyes filled with passion and that tender sweet smile across his small gorgeous lips, his long fine black hair all over his bed and strands around his face. Die’s arms tightened around Kaoru’s tiny waist, holding him tighter, he then lowered his head to his neck whispering into his ear…

"Kaoru…all I desire is that we can be together…not just now…but forever…I want to hold you in my arms like this. I want you always to be like this, so beautiful and tender in my arms, is that ok? Will you be mine?"

Kaoru was already tired, it was too much of an effort to really answer, "Nnn…" he moaned, feeling so special and loved. He looked up into Die’s love filled eyes and felt so sweet and happy, he leaned up towards Die gently…wanting to be nearer…

That night they were in each other’s arms, sleep was never better than with arms entwined around you…and the room was filled with their love and warmth. Contentment filling them both as they slept together…

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Owari…

By Aireiko…

Mi-chan’s note: Wah! For me this is very sweet, but it was hard to translate…I know when Aireiko explains to me what she means but sometimes I have trouble conveying the feelings. Plus it was hard for her to demonstrate the lemon scene (We were sitting in McDonalds…eep!) so basically I had to write the details in…so…if you know Mandarin…and can read it…it’s better if you read the original in Mandarin! (if you do that…and you don’t like the way I wrote it…please email me and give me your version…and I’ll change it!) =p Ja…*tired* It was hard to translate…u know?